2005-03-18 - 11:23 p.m.
You have done a great job of keeping up with my correspondences. My biggest problem is that since I"m so far away, I feel like i"m totally out of touch with the other 2 musketeers, my friends and family. People I love like little brothers, and after seeing and being so much a part of your lives, I feel left out. So I check my email rather breathlessly hoping that one of you may have written me, so that I can for a moment feel like I'm back 'home.' where you would walk in at some random time and we'd play a game of catch, or come over on the weekend for a bbq and some gaming.
For a while I had to grow up, and I left behind things I thought were too childish, and my wife introduced me to a group of really fun people. I got to watch them grow up, and sometimes influence their choices, and have them in my heart as family. Now I feel sometimes that I have given up the things that mean a lot to me because i have to. I left gaming and that scene because we had children, and I had to be responsible, and I got back into it because I could afford the time, and it feels like I"m leaving behind my youth because I'm so far away from my friends, and surrounded by so many people with such narrow closed minded views that I want to scream at them, but I know it will do no good.
Will
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